Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Dreams. Do you believe in dreams?

Curiosity began to crack my otak. Some people said we can reveal the truth of any mystery through dreams.

Some says its a result of unstable mind or unstable neurons in the brain..playing images which you want to believe can happen in the real world.

This had come to my mind this morning. Wondering maybe my dream might come true. Nahh...it's just a dream..A dream that made me cry at 7.15 in the morning. A dream that gives me the strength to move on.

Friday, October 31, 2008

"The Coolest Blog I ever Know " Award


This one I got it from Gnet, Patty's sister. Owh, by the way, Gnet was my junior when I was in Kolej TDTHB. Thanks Gnet.. I really appreciate it .. Huhu.. My first award as a not-a-frequent-blogger. I should have post this earlier but then lot of things to do and now I'm on the track. Another thousands thanks to Gnet coz she siap bg reminder plak suruh claim the award cepat-cepat. If not, memang aku x perasan. Huhu...

Err..What am I going to do now? Okay, ....

Those who decided to accept this award, they will follow the below steps:


1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.

3. Nominate 10 other blogs.

4. Add links to those blogs on yours.

5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.




Aha..now its time to give away..

the award of ..





"For The Coolest Blog I Ever Know"



Guys and girls..

1. Alvin
2. Gnet
3. Patty
4. Awis
5. Liza
6. Dewi Hiu
7. Ayu
8. Cibol
9. Illy
10.Fila

Yup..ur the one..for Gnet and Patty..I'm very sure u two got this award banyak kali. U guys reli deserve it.. Each one of these 10 have their own characters and different walks of life. I love to read theirs as it speaks their mind and they know how to get me keep on reading and enjoying their posts.

That's all for today
Take care..


Sunday, September 21, 2008

hibernating for so long

Hi guys and girls...
been away for so long made me feel awkward to blog...in other words i'm lost.Plus, piles of assignments and lab reports weeks before had me lacking of time to continue blogging. Most of my ex-schoolmates are now doing their internship and I feel that I'm too far away behind coz I have to wait another 2 semesters.

ok, put aside the internship matter.

I'm looking forward to shed a few kgs. Especially during this fasting month, a good idea though. ngehehehe....So far, I've been fasting for 12 days!!!! A record for myself..(ehermm...but i drink). Still, its a good progress for me.

But, as people says, takde maknernyer...You know why??


This evening I ended up finishing 4 slices of pizza, 2 bowls of cream soup and 2 glasses of Coke. And a bit of spaggheti..Ughh..I've been longing to eat at the Pizza Hut and my wish had been fulfilled. Thanks to Liza,Farhah, and Ieja for sharing the bills..=) Not forgetting Sue,Anum,Nana, Ida and Nadia. For Laura and Olivia, ada hari we go memburu keyh!!




Tuesday, August 19, 2008

A weekend of joys and tears

On the plane back to Bintulu


In the cab , on the way back to Shah Alam

Hooray!! I've just finished my exams last Thursday and that was the beginning of an exciting weekend!!!
Celese, my cousin was coming to KL that night. It was 8 hours after a long flight from Sydney to surprise her two sisters who were already arrived at Bintulu the day before with their dad, Wayne. She stayed overnight at my place in Shah Alam and the next day, the plan was sending her to the LCCT airport and I'll be taking bus to KL Sentral, to get a train to Seremban.

Me myself had another plan with my friends to go to Port Dickson to enjoy the beach but........






HOWEVER...







the plan was turned into a trip back to Sarawak with my cousin!!! It started as we chatted and saying," Oh..I wish you will coming back with me. We can spend sometime together and meet our families".. and I said " I can't afford to do that unless somebody's paying for the ticket", then she answered, " Oh, yeah..I can buy one. "

And I was, " Oh, that's impossible. By this time, there should be no seats to Bintulu. It's nearly 11.30 am and the flight is on 1.40pm."

" There's no harm if you ask them. We can try", she replied. That's how the story goes and we went to the counter and wait for about 15 to 20 minutes and buy one ticket at price of RM 483.50.
I kept on saying, " This is crazy, Celese! This is crazy!" and she goes like, "Believe it! This is for real!! We can surprise your mum too."

We were excited to get both our parents and our siblings to be surprised and as we arrived at the Bintulu airport our family were waiting at the lobby. One of the surprise working as Renee and Jennifer were crying the moment they saw Celese. As for me, my surprise wasn't because it was spilled out and mummy accidentally know about it from Farhah. She keep on calling me and couldn't reach me, alternatively she will call Farhah to make sure that I'm with her. Silly me, I should have told Farhah the white lie and zip the secret. If not because I'm running out of my airtime, mummy will be SHOCK to hear I'm back!!
I was planning to tell her don't contact me because my phone battery was low and I'll be late to Seremban as the train will arrive late but I just can't do that because I don't have money to top up!!!!!!!

But at least, I'm home and be able to spend some little time with my families and our long lost cousins.

For Celese, I want you to know that I really enjoy the weekend and really thankful for the precious 5 days. Yesterday morning I bid her goodbye before she fly back to London in the arms of Gavin, her husband to continue their journey to Latvia, Russia after a few weeks.

But I feel bad at the same time coz I have forgotten my friends in Seremban. I'm so sorry girls. We will plan another trip and I won't ruin our plan again especially the plan to stay at Lieza's place.





Friday, August 1, 2008

While I'm Away

I'm taking a break to prepare for my mid-term exam...Will be back a.s.a.p

Friday, July 25, 2008

I got tagged!!

I got tagged by Patt last Monday and unfortunately I've been away for so long due to lots of assignments..hmm..Thanks Patt!! I'm lost and now u found me..hehe..

Do I have options Patt? I've chosen 2 pics as my no 1 pic..hehe...

No 1(a)
I love this pic..One day of window shopping at the Sunway pyramid..Reli sad coz my PTPTN's loan finished before it should be..

No 1 (b)

We are twins!!!

No 2

The second visit to Aquaria. Bought something there but I can't recall..

No 3
When times I used to walk and jog at the Shah Alam Stadium. Now never go there even though its just in front of our rumah sewa. ^_^

No 4

Lieza and me. In the library. During gap between classes one day. Don't where to lepak so we choosed to inhabit that place..haha

No 5

Beth and me..My lil sis..I love this pic coz I look younger..hahaha!!Sorry Tris...U can belasah me when we back home this October..

No 6
My lil bro and I on the way sending him to Miri..Now he's in form 3..Feel sad everytime leaving him alone Miri. Though its just 3 hours drive from Bintulu..the fuel price is hiking nowadays..Difficult to visit him often..

No 7
I don't have strawberry so I just put my finger in it..

No 8

Sue and I taking pic on top of dim light candle. Nasib baik janggut x tbakar..hekhek

Pic No 9

This was taken on Farhah's last year birthday..I like all the happy faces there..Don't you think its like my OWN birthday party??


No 10


This pic taken when Sue and I in the kuh-ray-zie mode..haha..She always calls me "Mommy". And now I'm used to it..There's one time in Giant she called me so loud even the cashier shocked to hear that.I was placing a tray of eggs first instead of other items inside the trolley. " Kejap mommy...kejap mommy..iboh engkah telur ya lok.." and I was.."Duhh..I bet all d sweet hopes of all the handsome guys in the Giant fell into pieces when they know that I have a daughter almost the same age as me..*_* -"tak jadi nak ngorat.." haha..

Monday, July 14, 2008

The loneliness

Yuni Shara - Sepi


Sepi By Yuni Shara

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
Namun ini hanya ada di bibir
Di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
Walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban di hidupku
Biarkan saja biar saja
Hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
Penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
Untuk tetap kuberdiri

Oh! ada saatnya kubicara
Bila hatiku t'lah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
Aku tetap diam

Oh! sejarah cinta dan hidupku
Penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
Untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh! ada saatnya ku bicara
Bila hatiku t'lah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
Aku tetap diam..





Today I'd like to write post in BM..Can I? Can I?

Ntahlah ..hari ni boring giler..rase sepi sesangat...tapi memang hari2 pun aku rasa sepi..
It's like somewhere far far away inside ur heart , u can feel the emptiness..
Cannot tell u more..
Just listen to the song..and feel the loneliness



Saturday, July 5, 2008

Happy Belated Birthday Farhah






3 days ago.
She's 22 years old. One day before her bithday, I've reminded her she is going to leave the number 21. Yet she responded with a smile. Ironically on 12.00 a.m 2nd of July, I forgot her birthday, drifted by chatting on YM. Sorry Farhah.

A tribute for your birthday as we can't afford a grand birthday party for you. Your last year's 21st birthday pics...hehe..

Monday, June 30, 2008

Still the same

'm back.

The idea of dropping the critical subjects makes me dizzy. Yeah. Just dizzy. It costs me a pail of tears with a handkerchief thinking about it.

After thinking of the pros and cons..I came out with a decision not to drop them. By that I'll start the 4th semester with an open heart. My previous sem result? I am not to reveal it here but for sure my pointer increased. Just a little babies steps. But I'm sure I'll improve and try to maintain it.

This semester I will move on with another 4, err...5 actually (*not sure whether the admin tell us to drop the other one or not)

1. MEDICAL PARASITOLOGY
2. PHARMACOLOGY AND TOXICOLOGY
3. CLINICAL PATHOLOGY
4. COMPLEMENTARY & ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE
5. RESEARCH METHODOLOGY *

The 1st three have 4 credit hours each and the other two 3 and 2 credit hours respectively.

and... guys..i wanna ask, if anyone knows if we extends another semester,is it true we'll unable to earn the title honours? As an example, Bachelor of Biomedicine (Hons)*..The title will be drop from the Bachelor? Or is it based on our CGPA ONLY to entitle the honours ? hELP!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Walking on new paces...

hmmm..I'm back..Sorry guys, just landed on the land of Malaya this evening and finished cleaning the house. It's been dusty here and this house needed my energy to clean the dust..since its just me and Sue the first two came back from the 3-weeks holiday..eheh..mopping the floor unpacking my stuff..see the same old table that I use to study(old?its just nearly 2 yrs old..)..duhh!!

And I AM TIRED..thinking of the my previous sem result really bothers me these 2 days..should I drop one of the coming subjects or should I just go on with them?

Relax Viennn...You had done your best...

Anyway, wish me luck buddies!! Tomorrow I will be back with new updates.
Need to sleep now. Daa..

Monday, June 16, 2008

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day to papa and all fathers in the world. No cards or whatsoever for papa but a home made Laksa Sarawak which cooked with abundance love from his daughter together with his wife. Unfortunately we unable to upload some pics because we don't take any..hee~~

We proceeded our day to go to the St. Anthony's church and offers our prayers to God so that papa always healthy and will always be a great father to us..and..continue loving us as much as he always do..hehe.. Yesterday was raining heavily and even the priest said its a blessing to have the rain pouring down. Instead assuming that less people come to the church due to the weather but HALLELUJAH!! The numbers are more than I expected..

Expect the unexpected...

Friday, June 6, 2008

Bintulu!!! I'm home!!

In the cab


Laleng Anum


Laura and Farhah


Sue









After taken his bath...


Just to add up what I have went through these past few days..on the 1st of June-Gawai Day ..pics at the LCCT..lunch at the new food court..

Then on mummy's birthday (4th of June) after lunch at Marrybrown, we went to my grandma's, Pui Sulo's place to mengulam and menyambal..on the same time to see how's little Maurice doing..

Home-made fried kueh teow

Muka baru bangun tido

Beth and Kenny

Kenny@Damien

Davis


Kontrol perut

Mmmm...no comment


Aaaa...at last I can continue to scribbles after a long break.. Gawai was celebrated just among our small family..and no 'open house' celebration. For some people, it maybe sounds dull but for me that is the best way for get-together celebration. Everyone is coming home , not like the previous break, that day was just the 4 of us ..mummy, papa, Damien and me. Beatrice and Davis were at their school and Uni respectively.

Okay, lets back to the fried kueh teow..hmm..yesterday, the first thing in the morning was thinking of what am I going to eat for breakfast. Mummy made kelupis, but still the image of the kueh teow lingering in my mind..Heheh..FYI, I love fried kueh teow veryyyyyyy muchhhh!!! Especially the Penang fried kueh teow..

The pics tells u everything...I know..I'm the only looks excited in the pics..the others seems lost in their own world..hahah!!