Internship calls!!

Oh my...I am glad I am on my way to finish my semester soon. We just attended our 1st meeting for internship details on where are we going to send the forms and resumes and to whom. This is going to be really exciting! But, guess what. This afternoon when I check on the lists of private and government hospitals, Bintulu is not in the list! How come? So, i sent an e-mail to the lecturer in-charge and cross my fingers so that she would check on it and say that BINTULU IS IN!!

Actually I am tired of being up and down to hospitals and medical centres in Shah Alam and yet still do not have any reply from them for their approval to let me do my survey on their patients and doctors. Ayoooo..Why la? Now is already 2nd week after I sent the letters why still no answer? Now I have to think of getting part-time job because I am running out of money. Once I go out and do my research I think I have spent about 50 Malaysian Ringgits for the taxi fares, makan-makan and what not.. I am tired of asking my mom to bank-in money for me and yet I still stuck here doing nothing. Just because they still don't answer my request. *sigh*

I'm off to bed.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

I'm not moving..I'm not moving..
Those words keep on swirling around my head. The truth is I AM MOVING. Never stick with one decision. Why?Everytime I decide there will always one side of me begging not to decide and I will leave the question until another person asks whether I already made my decision or not. And as I decide, at one time when everyone speaks out I immediately change my mind. Most of the time I will listen to people but not my heart. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????